~ 小PP ~ Opening up my life and moving on.

(You can click to enlarge if you want to.)

 HOW SWEEEEEET!!                                                  



AWWWW... /SHY!                                                    

when you hear my voice

you never see me in the picture

as I look at your face

I am deaf to your beat

between our embrace

there is a huge gulf

is the sky so high above

because it wants to run away from us all 

Just remember today is the anniversary day for Leslie Cheung's death. How I remember we were all in dis-believe as the news of "Ge Ge"'s death reached us. Everyone thought it was a April's Fool's Day trick. But it wasn't.

Sad to lost a man and talent such as him.

Life is ruthless. A person's heart is easily broken. So ends one man's life. 

He will always, always, be the most beautiful! This will not change.

yep` playing with scanning again. hey, it's my first time having this kind of function at my own finger tip. ok? This is a sketch of a random idea i have in 1995, but never did really work on it. Looking at what works I've managed to saved, this is one of the best, one that actually is presentable. (And to think, I always thought I have some good works in the past.......)

As always, you can click the thumbnail to view a much larger version.

Here is one near the end of 1996, Nov. 7 1996 to be exact. It is a little photography class project. Too bad the scan surface is not big enough to scan the whole thing, and I don't want to scan two and then try to combine them. I am lazy.

Just testing out my new but dirt cheap multi-function printer. The result is not bad, very serviceable.

The following is my own handwriting. You can click to enlarge it.

Above is a GIF version. Click here to view the original, higher color, higher resolution JPEG scan.
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who knows when

we will be there

who knows when

and if

I will give up

 

I

Don't
K  N    Ow

 

don't ask

I can't tell you

 

but if you
believe what I am telling you
I'm still walking
toward that destination

 

I may
     had
     CHANGED my shoes
  the road may
      FEEL DIFFERENTLY
BUT the road is the SAME

 

I

walk

and

continues to walk

this road

 

there is NO MIRACLE

 

 

 

o
n
l
y

 

the
steps
W
E
are taking

 

 

                                                                         

Relationships are always complicated.
             Yet, in the end, we all ask one simple question.

 

 

 

睡觉前来无聊下了。
看了以下视频，终于明白真的有很多华人都很用心的学广东话啊。好感动啊。呵呵 我知道其实不是了。看视频之前请记得先按ESC键来关了Blog的背景音乐。

I'm here to post some nonsense just before I go to sleep.
As I watched the video below, I realized that many Chinese are doing their best to learn Cantonese. I'm so moved. hehe I know it is not true. When you watch it don't forget first press ESC key to stop the blog's background music.

  

Here comes the usual rant about my useless life. I only have my Zune 80 GB for like how long? Yep Not much more than 2 weeks, and it already has damage on the personalize artwork on the back. Yes. I went for that zuneoriginal.net gimmick.  But that is not exactly the back part. I still have not bought a case for it, because so many out there are ugly. SO I was carrying it to work, while still searching for one that is nice. ANd as you know, Zune accessories are few and hard to fine, since pretty much the user base is almost non-existent. As I listening one night while at work, pop! The brick that is the Zune was dropped on the step of an outside staircase. So, I now have a Zune with one edge damaged (small small bumped up edge that is still not shattered yet). SO I don't feel like carrying it anywhere any longer. I have been stop using it. So almost $272 dollars has been wasted. Since MS doesn't do any of these type of repair, it actually would've been better if it was the screen that was damaged. You can find people that will/can replace the screen, but no luck on the case.

Thursday morning, as I am waiting for the last hour of this work week to end and thinking how I will spend my dayoffs to prepare for the coming holidays, the manager called and asked if I'm ok with two OTs. Since someone was having a vacation, two others have family emergencies, and how he himself also is using up all his available time to help fill in. I took a look at the reworked schedule. Pretty much everyone has OT coming up. Since I am still new on the job, I break under the pressure, agreeing to work the OTs. Counting the past 5 days, I will be working 12 days straight. It's not fun at all.

(啊。上面的英文有点长。。不翻译了。你们自己理解吧。反正也没重要的。)

Ok. I'm off to bed now.
欧去高高了。

 

 

唔講咩新年唔新年快樂了 毫無意思甘了
成個年尾過得糊糊塗塗 + 碰岩黑運幾次
有時真系唔多知自己系度過緊邊一日添
好冇癮

08年一開始就無奈
人地狂歡去呀 自己返工
而且 要幫渠地PARTY完收拾手尾
上蒼對我好到無得頂哈

 

当了一天无聊的“石Q” 终于到了7点多。关门回家、让自己的脑袋和精神终于可以好好解放下了。

一出门口，就见到了一个有很明显目的的人。
不理他，我背着他去锁门。可他还是没那么容易放过人。

 

人 - Hi
pp - Oh hey
人 - How you doing?
pp - Oh I'm fine
还没等他自己开口问我认识不认识耶稣老哥哥. 或者我忘记他说过什么了。一样喇。。呵呵
pp - I'm an agnostic.

人 - An... agnostic? .... that's great.

 

嘿嘿、跟着他就没理我了。跟着他发现了新目标。 去搭另外一个刚好经过又不辛的人。

那个苦命的还跟他说什么buddhist. 唉... 同志你自己找麻烦了 ？

 

我锁好了门，过了街之后，回头看看。见他们还在一起。呼... 幸运啊。

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最近我发现不少人喜欢借用我作的句子为他们的MSN/QQ/BLOG的签名或介绍。
呀。觉得挺自豪的。

Remember to turn off background music.

artwork credit: -180 by ~violetdrug

Weather is heating up definitely, but it still cool and windy when I get off work. And there are days in between with lower temperatures. Is this the way heaven tries to remind me of state of being, maybe sunny and care-free on the outside but really I'm still just one person feeling the coldness of my own heart?

I've been ditching more and more internet. And you know what? It is very easy. Easier than most nerds will predict. The only drawback is ...

 

I'll still enjoying the new cut 2 weeks after. Looks like I'm going to keep this new look.

 

How come most of time, my headset only has garbage noise from the pc? Most of the time it's only luck that makes it work. The sad part is that the problem is coming from the soundcard's end.

Oh yeah, what's a special gift (item) idea good for someone's college graduation, when I can't attend it? Any ideas welcomed. Thanks and hugs in advance.

 

[MV] 容祖兒 - 小小

 

   Artwork Credit: The Fake Lovers by IMustBeDead